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Hello, stranger.
Yes, I'm talking to you, the one who's been reading all of this miniscule pixels on some screen, probably hurting your eyes from the effort. This baby is my amalgamation of some of the things I apreciate about life. But, as my interests are fickle and wane, this website will be under renovation status for as long as I can type.
天道虫 (tentōmushi) or ladybug as a concept, previosly known under other names, was the result of a fever dream that reduced me to some sleepness nights while I attempted to learn to code in a week. Not my greatest idea, but I didn't know what I was gonna be plunged in. This is now one of my footprints on earth, a living grave. It's a great thought, to be polishing my headstone, choosing how others will see me as in the future when I'm no longer around.
(This became depressing really fast! So let's continue before I'm say something weird again.)
This is my personal blog, where I post many personal things. Please thread with caution for any warnings. I'm trying to make this site as acessible as possible, but it's a slow process, please bear with me! At last,
Thanks for passing by,
Caryae

- LISTENING TO: Francis Forever
- READING: We Killed Mangy Dog and Other Mozambique Stories
- WATCHING: Lost (2004)
- PLAYING: Pokémon Gold
What does your username mean?
'cmsvgp' it's all of my initials put together. I think it was made probably during 2014? I needed a username to play Transformice. But I also go by Caryae sometimes.
What does the name of your site stands for?
It's a bit funny. *sighs* recently, as in a week ago, i wrote a a naruto fanfic about madara and in it his mother nicknames him 'ladybug' (the kanji is not gendered and it means 'bug path to heaven' or something like that). It fits his color pallet and his actual name meaning, spotted or impure. I had to do a lot of search on ladybugs and I find them interesting. Also, when I was a kid there were many times when I would find one laybug resting on my arm or shoulder. They are pretty cool.